I wanna make a difference in the world..I'm sick of wasting my useless life when there is so much wrong and evil in the world. and swine flu? people, calm down. they're getting more and more vaccines. everyone is making a huge deal of nothing. basically the thought of college soon is starting to scare and intimidate me. Being out on my own living my own life. That scares me to death. I just need hugs and assurance that it'll all be okay. ahh. everything is so awful right now. :S i just really don't know what to do. so im randomly whining on a DA blog ://

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lc13.

This sucks. It's like junior high and freshman and sophomore year are coming back..all the cuts all the tears. aghh..i got dumped in my first "relationship" a while back for not being pretty. this relationship, i just suck at completely. i don't know what to do anymore. everyone's changed so much in the last few years. I miss walking around in a quiet place outside of town. just my ipod and i. no distractions. no people. just lyrics and time to think and be alone.Life comes at everyone so fast. I just hope and pray when i go to college soonish i never come back to this hell of a town ever again. it's a town like any town. over-run with drama, preps, drugs, sex, and alcohol. man. i need a vacation. i just need out of here. nothing i do is even fun anymore. i dont like hanging with my friends at all. my husband deserves so much better than someone like me and he knows it. i cant draw anymore. i dont even wanna be a photographer but all i can do when im bored it press a button on it and get compliments on my crap everyone calls art. blah. hugs for me anyone?? i could use a few..oh, and prayers would be great too.

Lurking closer when we least expect it to stalk us. I swear this year there will be a heckk of a lot less drama. I'm gonna do what I did freshman year. Just keep to myself and shut everyone else out. I'm gonna try not to talk to people i wanna slaughter. [not saying names, they know who they are -____-] abd just focus on my stupid school work.

SUMMER:
fights.
make-up sex.
laziness.
ice cream.
video games.
online english.
anime.

[My whole Summer in a nutshell. except the 2nd one XDXD]
Doing a class online is lame. so is fighting and arguing. but! i did get my babyy some black custom Chucks, now he is officially the hottest boy alive. Converse, swishy emo hair, awesomeness. what more could a girl want? ^-^

COLLEGE:

[something i'm also dreading and basically forced to go to. seeing as one of these days i'm gonna have a family, my love can't support us all alone, so i'm goin to college to get an edumacation so we can has moneh. :3]

BLAH:

[How has everyones summer been? crazy dramatic and crazy boring like mine? I havent been on a vacation in 2-3 years and it BLOWS. But I did get Pokemon Platinum. Seeing as I never played Pearl and lost my Diamond. I almost have 6 level 100's now. without cheating/gamesharking [Which is for n00bz] and i totally pwn at Mortal Kombat vs. DC. Actually, I suck so bad it's not funny. But heyy! I try! I'm a nintendo girl, not an Xbox can't-get-laid-drone like most Xbox players in town.]

DEVIATIONS:

[I'll be submitting more hopefully very soon. and maybe Drawings and not just photography. What do you guys think, Self-Portriats or Nature/Flowers? Or neither?]

I guess thats it for me. I've blabbed about nothing enough. Back to Photoshop! Comment me!<3
~lc13<3

IVE BEEN A DEVIANT FOR 3 YEARS O_____________O

hello ^^<3

so..sorry about my recent deviations. they suckk! i have like NO inspiration. i have some but i need a reeeeeally good photographerto help. but shes in NM! =/ anyways. i got new chucks! pair numero 9!

ill post awesometastical pictures laterr.
love yoo!
~Lc13<3